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I'm slowly getting closure... [11 Mar 2007|09:07pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

Things are getting a little better. Some times I'm good, other times I'm so upset.

I've lost my love and my best friend and it really hurts.

I know I have to just let go, and whatever is going to happen is going to happen, but it's hard.

I haven't been sleeping good. I've been having messed up dreams, and I just wake up all stressed out. School is driving me crazy. I have two tests Wednesday and I have no idea what to expect. I had work all day today. Some girl said she'd take my hours, of course she bailed on me yesterday. I was just so exhausted today. Every little thing just was getting to me. We close at 4 and all these people just kept showing up. I didn't clock out until almost 20 after. Then I get home and take my backpack out of the car and everything just spills out of it because it was unzipped. It was one of those moments where I just wanted to scream and cry. My life is spiraling out of control. I don't know what to do.

Sara and I are seeing Chris Daughtry saturday though. I know a few songs are going to get me. Brian was suppose to go with us, but he's obviously not. So I think it will be bitter sweet. I'll be happy to see him, but at the same time Brian was suppose to be there with us, and I never would have imagined we'd be at this point.

I miss him more than he'll ever know :(

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I've been cleaning my soul... [26 Feb 2007|08:28pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I never thought I'd feel this way.

I just want my life back. My life back with him. :(


Pain [21 Feb 2007|02:13pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

It hurts to want something so bad and to know you'll never get it.

As the days go by it's not getting any easier :(


My poor Kitty [20 Nov 2006|12:21am]
[ mood | lonely ]

A few days I noticed my cat was limping. I thought maybe she had gotten her claw stuck to the rug or something and that she just hurt her paw. Well the limp went away and she seemed fine. Then a day or two after that I noticed that she had a crusty/lumpy area in her fur down near her tail. I thought maybe she had gotten something sticky in it cause she didn't seem like it hurt. Well anyways Friday night I was petting her and I got down near that crusty area and she was growling and hissing at me. She doesn't usually do that. I also noticed she was acting funny, sitting funny, and acting groggy.

Saturday morning I tell my parents about it and we took her to the vets and the guy said she had an infected bite wound and he would have to shave her fur back there and attach a drain to her back for a few days or the wound would never heal.

My poor kitty! He said we could pick her up Monday. When he was taking her out of the room I felt bad. I just wanted to pet her because I bet she was scared.

So we pick her up tomorrow around lunch time and then bring her back Wednesday so he can take out the drain.

I've missed her so much. I'm just so use to her being here at night and sleeping with me and it's weird not having her there.

I'm thankful it's something fixable and that she'll be fine.

Get better soon Kitty!
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